Monday, July 30, 2007

Recent Updates

I got a 6-year old dog for a week now. He's not a pure breed so I have no idea what dog he is.

Mingshun has flown over to the states to be an intern for Google. Yicui & Shuyuan are going for exchange in Europe. You people please take care and have lots of fun. Yicui, have fun loving in Turkey. =)

I'll be away in Bangkok from 30th of July to 2nd of August. (No work for a week!! HURRAY)

I'm sick. Only my left nostril is clear for breathing.

It was great catching up with the girls.. By the way, are you girls free next saturday to go take photos in our gowns before Mel has to return her gown? We forgot to discuss about this at steamboat earlier.

Good night.

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janet at 1:50 AM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Almost

The song that was played at Nickelodean's Space Surfer on loop every single day in the summer of 2006.

I almost forgot to say something else. And if I can't fit it in I'll keep it all to myself.

I almost wrote a song about you today. But I tore it all up and then I threw it away.

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janet at 2:08 AM

Monday, July 16, 2007

It's better to be optimistic

The weekend ended so quickly even when I don't clock 24 hours of sleep in 2 days.

Had a good weekend cuz Mel graduated & the 7 of us finally managed to take a group photo with full strength. The last time we had all 7 present was probably during Cindy's birthday (was it 21st? Man, that's quite long ago). Or was it a CNY steamboat @ Mel's? Can't remember the sequence of events cuz out meetings are so sporadic & sparse. So that was a good day! Please send/upload the precious photos ok.

Alright. I should get some sleep. I'm prepared to face the battle at work this week and I'm determined to go home everyday feeling good about what I've done for the day. =)

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janet at 2:46 AM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Hello Goodbye

You say yes, I say no.

You stay stop, I say go go go.

You say goodbye, I say hello.

Hello hello.

I don't know why you say goodbye, I say hello.

Anyways, I don't get why the need of such an advertisement for a debut match. All the hype for what? I got to admit that he's hot (as long as he doesn't speak). Have you watched the Motorola phone advert? He said Hello Moto at the end of that ad and I flipped. But he's so sexy (as long as he doesn't speak).

And I really like this song. Sounds like a cover of the Beatles', or is just Paul McCartney?

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janet at 2:06 PM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Tired

Work has been draining. Looking at 2 screens for 8 hours (at least) really strains the eyes. Looking at the team inbox kills my mind. I leave the office everyday thinking if I've done everything right. Sometimes I worry that when I get to the office the next day, some big-shot would have emailed me to tell me that I've made a mistake.

Guess I'm really not that comfortable with my job responsibilities yet. I don't get stressed out but there're signs that I'm bothered. I've been clenching my teeth more, my jaws are tensed, I get tensed, and I don't sleep well.

Everyone goes through a phase like this when they start on their new job right? Maybe I'm just taking a longer time to settle in, cuz there's always something new that I have to learn and act on. But it's so mentally tiring.

I'm not giving up yet of course. I'm just saying, you know. Sometimes it feels like I'm the only one feeling this way, and I don't want to be the only one feeling like that. I want someone to understand exactly what I'm going through. I just want to feel better. I want to feel like I can cope.

I want my mind to be cut off from work after work. But I can't stop thinking. Worrying.

Fuck. I think I'm stressed. This is so unneccessary.

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janet at 9:35 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Graduation

So it's the week of commencement for NUS graduates. Ceremony was boring but luckily I know the girl who was sitting next to me. I remember liking the valedictorian's speech though I can't remember much of it except that it's a day of thanksgiving because we have a bunch of people who helped us achieve what we have, or the like.

My dad bought me the Linus graduation lion cuz my mum told him I wanted it. Lol. And Veron said my dad loves me very much. He does. =) But of course love is not measured by the gifts he's given me, cuz that would mean that my mum loves me lesser than he loves me. Lol. Anyway, I'm a lucky child..


Congratulations to all you graduates of 2007.. It's the start to the end of our working lives.

I was 6 and my socks weren't level...

I still sort of have the same hair as when I was 6.

More photos on facebook.

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janet at 2:53 PM

Monday, July 02, 2007

When are we throwing mummy away?

Graduation ceremony's this Thursday.

The only reason why this convocation means a lot to me is cuz my parents will be there to see me get the degree scroll. Cuz my dad has always asked me when are we going to throw my mum away (that was like in kindergarten and he asked me that question like everyday and now he's asking my sister that same question now) and my answer was always "when I get to university".

He still ask me that sometimes. Makes me wonder how my mum is able to tolerate this shit sometimes.

Anyway, if you're free this Thursday and feel like coming to take photos with me or whoever friends you have from bizad, the ceremony should end around 4.30pm at the University Cultural Centre. See you if I see you.

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janet at 11:58 PM