Sunday, October 31, 2004

i'm sick... and i can feel myself falling more sick. throat hurts like there's a rough stone inside everytime i swallow my saliva or drink something. been sucking on lozenges the whole day and it doesn't feel any better. i'm even coughing a little. and it hurts in the chest when i cough. argh. will most likely go c a doc on monday if i'm not getting better. it's better to fall sick now and recover before the exams.

didn't go home this weekend cuz of my finance quiz on tue. i passed but didn't do well for the mid terms. yea, it's the mid term which i cheated. i've gotta buck up for this test. but there're too many distractions and temptations. the weather is so cool and perfect for some snooze. but i can't even slp well cuz my throat hurts.

and u know how horrible the throat feels when u wake up. it is extremely painful. hate to wake up with a sore throat. hate it hate it hate it!

anyway, sweet november's here. lotsa things happen(ed) in november. gd and bad things. yea, i like november. u should too.


janet at 3:08 AM

Saturday, October 30, 2004

thanks for telling me straight in my face that i'm not doing the job as well as i'm supposed to.

u know what? TO HELL WITH U.

i'm fucking sick of pple asking me this and that, do this do that. and yes, stop telling me that i should be screwed if i didn't do this and that. stop trying push ur ideals to me.

fuck man. leave me alone la pls.

i've had enuff of ur crap. if u're that fucking great, push ur ideals to someone else who has more power than me alright.

u wanna let me know something, tell it to me nicely. cuz whatever u're doing isn't commanding any respect from me.

fucking pissed.

janet at 1:44 AM

Friday, October 29, 2004

my biz comm presentation wasn't too bad. cept that my legs were trembling. serious. they were trembling.. i hope no one noticed. my voice was shivery at first, but i became more confident. yea, not too bad... my biz comm group rocks =) oh, they include hue won, juli, kai lee and velle.

yea... then velle and kailee came over to sheares to watch the good luck concert, which was a blast! charmaine was so funky! veron danced great! the choir pple.. sang a v nice song.. and lol, adi looked so shy singing solo with this chinaman. v v nice... and omg, this band with a girl drummer sang this song, i believe in u by planet shakers, it's freaking nice. and the girl drummer wenlee, she's f***king good at drums!!!!!!! omg... i was like so awed and amazed... i wanna play drums like her too... =T

velle stayed over last nite, and the guys find her cute... hh didn't hide his feelings man. he went
"where's ur cute cute friend?" when she was juz standing right outside the room and he didn't see. hh looked so cute when he blushed... LOL.

went out for a really gd supper with velle, juli and hue. wanted to walk to fongseng, but suddenly juli exclaimed that we should really go to this place along west coast that has better pratas than fs and so we ran off to hail a cab and headed down to the shop. impromptu decisions make life more exciting. and juli was right.... the pratas... WERE FANTASTIC. we ate like barbarians when our first prata came. tearing and eating with our hands. good food should be eaten in a disgusting way. taste better that way =) we ordered, tissue prata, banana prata, banana with honey prata, cheese prata and durian prata. and did i tell u that the dinosaur i ordered was huge and had a lot a lot of milo powder and even a cherry on top??!! u've gotta check out the pics man =)

great day, great evening, great supper, great nite, great morning. =)


janet at 1:40 PM


velle, me, hue, juli. Posted by Hello

janet at 1:13 PM


tissue prata Posted by Hello

janet at 1:12 PM


check out the dinosaur! Posted by Hello

janet at 1:11 PM

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

finally was able to get into xiaonan.com... and there's season 5 of gilmore girls and i downloaded 5 episodes of it.

and so, i watched the first 5 minutes of gilmore girls, season 5, episode one... and saw rory sleeping with dean. I WAS LIKE WTF. and dean's married.

arghhhhh i missed 1.5 season of gilmore girls!!! i can't believe it... =(

man, if i haf the money, i'd buy all the gilmore girls seasons and watch... haiz... i love the series... i like lorelai's humour... u won't know unless u watch gilmore regularly =/

im gonna go read the synopsis of all the episodes i missed so i can continue with season 5... sian...

janet at 2:50 AM

Monday, October 25, 2004

feeling the worst since... dunno when...

spinning: feeling this by blink 182

janet at 8:00 PM

the funniest thing happened.

i heard sw's door opened, so i went out to whine about my missing hippo. she was like stunned... u could tell cuz she juz woke up. the kind of expression on her face is like -nothing, juz blank-. and then her eyes were fixed on something on the wall. ok u c, i was standing AT my door, and she was standing facing me... so ya... she was reading this stopid ransom note stuck on the wall beside my door. i didn't even notice that msg.

anyway, the hippo rapists, demand a ransom of a kiss. tmd...

at least now i know my hippo is safe... my mum sewed up the crotch area alr... yesyesyes, my hippo had a tear at the crotch area.

msg to hippo rapists (whether u (all) read my blog of not, it doesnt really matter):

KEEP MY HIPPO CLEAN OR i'LL FUCKING SLAP UR UGLY FACE(s)!!

janet at 10:27 AM

u know what can really screw up a monday?

when u wake to find ur hippo not in the dryer.

and ur bucket is filled with guy's clothes.

and that ur hippo is nowhere to be found.

AAAUUURRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

i hope someone kept the hippo for me, out of kindness. cuz i dun wanna lose that hippo.

i'd rather someone play a prank on me, than to really know that there's a hippo thief.

really hope to get it back... =(

janet at 10:17 AM

Saturday, October 23, 2004

i am starting to believe that it's not coincidence that 8 out of 10 times when i'm using the toilet, my dad has to wake up for work and use the toilet. and my mum will always (of the 8 times) say "y u everytime when papa need to use the toilet u're always bathing? y everytime pple need to use then u r using?" (direct translated from chinese) seriously, even now that i'm not staying at home, i still get those kind of situations. i didn't purposely use the toilet 5 minutes earlier knowing that my father will wake up 5 mins later for work la. i dun keep check of his waking timings what. it juz so happen that everytime i need or feel like bathing, he'll need to use the toilet about 5 minutes later.

and juz now, my dad came back from work. i thought he'd be eating dinner, but no, he was using the toilet. and i was happily skipping to the bathroom with all my shower stuff but damn, the toilet's door locked. ARGH. will someone tell me why?

so anyway, it leads me to think about waiting. we spend a huge amount of time waiting. waiting for the bus. waiting for the lecture to start. waiting for the tutorial to end. waiting to order lunch. waiting for friends who r nv punctual. waiting for a show to start. waiting for a cute guy to walk past. waiting for someone to say i love u. waiting for wounds to heal. waiting for money to drop from the sky. waiting for the traffic light. waiting for a nice song to be played on radio. waiting for old age. waiting for death. waiting for your turn at the doc's. waiting for a kidney. waiting for exams results. waiting for 4d results. waiting and waiting and waiting for a lot of other stuffs significant and insignificant.

and i've been waiting for a lot of things.

i guess that's explains my patience.

... still waiting to use the bathroom

spinning: love will come through by travis

janet at 8:51 PM

the letter writing quiz was fine. we were required to write a letter for termination of a company's services. my letter wasn't exactly v polite as it's supposed to be. but i'm pretty sure i've gotten the msg across. and that's enough for me. i hope the grade will be enough for me too =) during the test, the lights in the LT went off and it was pitch dark. cept the stairs had glow in the dark strips. it's quite pretty. anyway, i was surprised no one screamed. so my tutor turned on all the lights again. and 5 minutes later, the same thing happened. lights went out again and i enjoyed looking at the glow in the dark strips =)

attended a fire-fighting course cuz all the blk heads and vice block heads had to. it was useless. 45 minutes of theory, 10 mins walk to this place for a 15 min practical that only 4 pple could try to extinguish the fire. it didn't help that it was drizzling and we had to run to SRC after the stupid course. anyway, if blk A ever catches fire, me and lena will be brave and carry out the evacuation plan (which doesn't exist) and put out the goddam fire. yay.

... and it's still raining

the monsoon is here already?

spinning: fair by remy zero

Hey, are you lonely?
Has summer gone so slowly?
We found the ground
And that damage was done
It's cold as you fade into the sun
Where'd you go? To me?

But you're alive!
Well, it's only fallen frames, they told me
You stand out, it's so loud
And so what if it is?
It's cold as you face into the wind
Where'd it go to?
Tonight the sun shall see its light

So what if you catch me,
Where would we land?
In somebody's life
For taking his hands
Sing to me hope as she's thrown on the sand
All of your work
Is rated again
Where to go?

And you were somehow the ran thing could allow
But it's all wrong
You're so strong
And this life and work
And choice took far too long
Where'd it go?
Tonight the sun shall see its light

So what if you catch me,
Where would we land?
In somebody's life
For taking his hands
Sing to me hope as she's thrown on the sand
All of our work
Is rated again

When I was sure you'd follow through
My world was turned to blue so thin
When you'd hide your songs would die
So I'd hide yours with mine
And all my words were bound to fail
I know you won't fail
See, I can tell

janet at 4:58 PM

once in a while i'll post overdue pictures up.

i miss redang...

janet at 1:47 AM


sunset blocked by clouds in terengganu... kids fishing by the sea... Posted by Hello

janet at 12:46 AM


what a sight.. Posted by Hello

janet at 12:42 AM


beautiful beautiful beach... Posted by Hello

janet at 12:37 AM


taken on boat trip to redang Posted by Hello

janet at 12:35 AM

Thursday, October 21, 2004

usually when u finish an essay or a report or something that's more than 8 pages, u'll feel happy right? i was like ok.. so i'm done with my term paper.. 98% of the words are cut and pasted, and some words changed with microsoft word's synonyms function.

there's is not a even a slight feeling of joy. relieved probably. i juz felt.. er.. fine.

guess that's what pple feel when they don't put in effort to do a paper and when it's done, it's juz.. done.

anyway, handed the piece of plagiarized work up this morning. the bastard tutor (who totally flirts in class but he looks like a cock) told us that the only group with 6 pple will be presenting first next week. unlucky me is in the group with 6. and next week on the same day i have another presentation. ya, juz when i thot i'm gonna be so screwed, thank goodness a kind group swap with us. phew, i can imagine myself blabbering about biz comm stuff during OM and OM stuff in biz comm.

impt things left to do this sem (ranked according to earliest due dates first):
1. biz comm letter writing quiz
2. biz comm presentation
3. finance quiz
4. OM presentation
5. exams

and then, i'll be a happy girl.

janet at 9:45 PM

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

i really lack discipline. last week i wrote an entry about wanting to start on my ops management term paper, and till now, all i've done is to create a document titled OM term paper. come on come on come on janet!! get started and stop wasting ur bloody time!!

not b4 i blog first.

last nite was supper prepared by lvl 2. great job kenny! the blk has chosen the pageant nominees!! excited man. i think bryan and delphia will be the final pageant reps of blk A. we'll c =) oh, and something tragic happened to the public phone booth on level 2. lol. the whole thing got detached from the wall cuz some superman grabbed it while trying to stop this handsome guy.

hh and jerm both made a picture of me from
http://illustmaker.abi-station.com/index_en.shtml and i chose jerm's one cuz i think i look better there. hh made me ugly lor. =/ it's fun, and everyone's playing with it now. go try and create ur own face =)

the best thing to do on a dark and rainy afternoon, is to sleep, for 3 hours straight.

i like the lyrics of this matchbox's song. rob thomas is hot.

Could I Be You by Matchbox 20

Something is wrong with the sum of us
That I can't seem to erase
How can I be the only one
Without a smile on my face

Well now, you're laughing out loud
At just the thought of being alive
And I was wondering
Could I just be you tonight

You show your pain like it really hurts
And I can't even start to feel mine
Well, I'm standing in place
With my head first and I shake, I shake
I see your progress stretched out for miles and miles

You're laughing out loud
At just the thought of being alive, yeah
And I was wondering
Could I just be you tonight

This is the sound that I make
These are the words I chose
Somehow the right thing to say
Just won't come out
Just won't come out

And you're laughing out loud
At the thought of being alive
And I was wondering
Could I just be you tonight

And I was wondering
Could I just be you tonight



janet at 7:55 PM

Monday, October 18, 2004

i

- i choked, therefore i woke -

thank goodness i choked on my own saliva (at least i hope it was my saliva and not an insect) and coughed till i nearly died. or else i won't be able to wake up. apparently i switched off my alarms (hp and clock) unknowingly when they rang. plus the rain makes the weather a perfect morning to snooze.

but lucky i choked huh. if not i won't be able to pass velle her sweater. and i won't be able to pass the whole damn biz comm class my group's memo cuz i'm keeping the whole stack of paper.

totally amused.

janet at 10:44 AM

i juz feel like blogging but i have nothing that's worth anything to blog about.

actually, there're a million things that i can write. but not here. cuz then pple will have access to my thoughts and past that i don't want pple to know.

if anyone ever feels that i'm not opening myself up to talk about my problems, that's prolly becuz i don't want u be a burden. and also, i'm afraid that i won't appear strong anymore. or maybe, i don't trust u enough becuz there's always this risk that u'll judge me and go tell somebody about what i told u. it's also likely that i want to wallow in self pity and feel sorry for myself. or maybe, i don't have any problems at all. =)

i'm sure everyone has a part of them that they wish to keep personal and close to their hearts, like i do.

and there're also some things u wish u could let out so that u can feel better but u can't. as much as u want to say it so that someone can understand u, u can't.

janet at 2:31 AM

Sunday, October 17, 2004

not a very good day today.

everyone needs a comfort today... wtf is wrong with today?

roughly, there're 7 or more pple who needed some comfort or sorts. totally fucked up day.

i came home and received an sms from yx that peg's dad passed away. it was unexpected for me. i havent been in contact with peg since we left jc. and suddenly the update i get about her is a sad news.

what's ironic is, it takes a wake to "reunite" the class. i feel bad talking about this in this kind of matter. but, it's true. it takes a tragic event for people to come together. juz take the 911 incident for example. ok, prolly on a micro level - my grandfather's funeral. it brought the family and extended family closer in that 7 days. i got to see my cousins that i havent seen for a long while. and friends of the family came to pay their last respects and caught up with one another. then after the funeral, everyone went back to what they were doing - living their own lives.

a celebration of separation. does this even make sense.

janet at 3:32 AM


http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/ap041007.html Posted by Hello

i'd die to see this for real. even if it's for a split second.

janet at 1:08 AM

Saturday, October 16, 2004

yizi, mel and me were supposed to go out today, but mel had something to do so the date was cancelled =(

oh well, so i came back to hall after my 2 meetings with tutorial mates and decided to go ikea. anyway, something hiliarious (and some may find disgusting) happened over dinner. hm... i swear i didn't mean it sw... sorry!! it was funny nonethethess =P

i spent $3.90 buying stuffs i do not need from ikea, juz cuz they're cheap. bought a place mat for $1, a mini and lack-cotton pillow for $1.90 and a face towel for $1. =) the place mat is very pretty. it has colourful stripes! my laptop is now resting on it =)

i like the colour of my new mini flat pillow... and i think maybe when i start going to bizad library to mug, i'll keep the pillow in my bag and bring it along. and when i'm tired and feel like taking a short nap, i'll take my pillow out and have a nice comfy nap =)

nah... i won't do that lar!! but u've gotta admit it's indeed a great idea.

janet at 2:35 AM

Friday, October 15, 2004


me and a weird looking plush  Posted by Hello

janet at 5:34 PM


smiley hippo Posted by Hello

janet at 5:33 PM


mini toys Posted by Hello

janet at 5:33 PM


my hippopo Posted by Hello

janet at 5:32 PM


my red pig Posted by Hello

janet at 5:30 PM

i hate calculations. i hate management accounting. i hate math.

cuz i really suck at those.

argh... fuck it.

cheerup jan.

right.

sweet dreams.

janet at 4:05 AM

drowning

in

guilt.

janet at 1:54 AM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

irritated.

someone, let's name this person RJ, smsed me a few days back asking me how am i.

again, RJ msged me for my email so he could add me on msn.

i didn't reply both msgs cuz i couldn't be bothered. and i didn't feel like replying RJ.

then he msged again today, about 15 minutes ago. to ask me how am i again, and y didn't i reply his previous msgs, am i very busy, am i attached and blah blah blah. so i finally replied, gave him my email, and reiterated that i'm really busy and that i'm busy right now RIGHT NOW RIGHT NOW.

oh gosh, AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW HIS LAST NAME. and i don't care.

fuck man. we aren't even friends lor. and we are less than acquaintances. i know what he is trying to do. but this is really turning me off big time.

leave me alone.

janet at 11:15 PM

EXECUTIVE SUMMARY DOWN.

biz comm project is almost completed. report is done, so is the executive summary. what's left is the presentation, which shouldn't be a problem =)

i like doing projects that is well planned right from the start. by planning what's to be done by when, really makes a project less tough to do. the biz comm project works this way. the tutor planned out everything nicely for us, and we've been working on it for more than half a sem now... and it feels really good to see everything fall in place so nicely. it's unlike some projects or term papers that we juz rush through the last minute.

now i can finally, without my biz comm project from distracting me, work on my term paper which is due next wednesday. i hope a week is enough for me to churn out a decent piece of work.

good luck for ur revision and exams cindy and yx.

spinning: everybodys fool by evanescence

janet at 3:47 PM

one report down.

*beams*

janet at 3:37 AM

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

not in the best of mood these days. it's juz pms. but then again, it's NOT JUZ pms lor. pple seems to be trying to piss me off intentionally. i'm not sure what they're trying to do, but they sure are getting on my nerves. i happen to have a v high tolerance level, but everyone has a limit ya.

either i've got a baluku on my head, or i'm heaving a headache. i really can't tell. cuz when i rub this spot on my head, it hurts. and sometimes when i don't touch it, it hurts and it comes in sudden jolts. it was pretty bad in the afternoon. the jolts are less frequent and i'm feeling better now.

on a happier note - juz had volleyball training with the hall, and it was good. the captain, emily, seems like a very nice girl. training wasn't too tough, but it was tiring man. my setting needs to be improved... or maybe i won't get to play setter also... but anyhow, the guy who was training my setting was good. managed to set some nice balls. *happy* can't wait for the next training man!

got a report and exec summary due on thurs. hopefully i can finish both tonight so i'll be able to concentrate fully on starting my term paper for operations management.

discipline is all i need. optimism will keep me alive. and a cheesecake will make me happy =)

spinning: hackensack by fountains of wayne


janet at 10:15 PM

Monday, October 11, 2004


IHG 03/04 volleybal girls - SPIKE IT!  Posted by Hello

janet at 5:25 PM


IHG 03/04 volleyball girls Posted by Hello

the only guy there, darren, he's our beloved team manager!

janet at 5:24 PM


blk comm 03/04 - look at the flying orange. Posted by Hello

janet at 5:22 PM


blk comm 03/04 - formal Posted by Hello

on the sofa from left to right: eunice, chuanling, qiuxia, jason.
standing from left to right: linghan, keguang, ..., harold, siewwen, me.

i like our tshirts =)

janet at 5:20 PM

Sunday, October 10, 2004

i can play half of perfect memory!! my fingers hurt, but i'm overjoyed =)

this song was played on smallville either at the end of season 1 or season 2 where chloe and clark were dancing at prom. it's very nice, but very sad. juz check out the lyrics and u'll know.

spinning: perfect memory by remy zero

remember how they always seemed to know
we had the forest in our eyes
but the earth was in our clothes
and they thought we'd fall
not at all

so look back on the treasured days
we were young in a world that was so tired
though it's not what we wanted before
even the saints had to crawl from the floor

summers when the money was gone you'd sing
all you're little songs that meant every thing to me

//chorus
and i'll remember you
and the things that we used to do
and the things that we used to say
i'll remember you
that way

remember how they tried to hold you down
and we climbed those towers and looked down upon our town
and everything you hoped would last
just always becomes your past (it hurts)

summers when the money was gone you'd sing
all your little songs that meant everything to me

//chorus

but then this world slipped through my fingers
and even the sun seemed tired
i still cared
as i lowered you down
my heart just jaded
in that moment the earth made no sound
but you were there
you helped me lift my pain into the air

//chorus

if it don't hurt you
it wont hurt me
it don't hurt me
then it wont hurt you
if it don't hurt you
it wont hurt me i know

janet at 4:38 PM

Saturday, October 09, 2004

i tire easily when i run, especially upslope. the legs dun move in a smooth motion at all. i've been trying to be disciplined and keep myself going, and it's pretty successful so far. lol. went running with summer juz now. ok, summer was running, and i was jogging. started from hall, ran to central lib and did the IBG road relay route, turned in at entrance B of NUS and ran back to hall via law link. the distance is shorter than the A1/A2 route, but it seems more shiong i dunno y. must be all the mooncakes i ate last nite. oh well, i'd like to think i'm slimmer now. and im waiting for my abs to appear.

ling han's guitar with me this weekend. im learning to play all kinds of time. doubt i can make it. can't remember all the fingerings and i can't even place my fingers correctly cuz apparently i have psychomotor problem. it'll be cool when i finally learn to play it.

ok, time for a shower!

janet at 6:53 PM

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

a wink and a smile by Harry Connick Jr.

I remember the days
Of just keeping time
Of hanging around
In sleepy towns forever.
Back roads empty for miles.
Well, you can't have a dream
And cut it to fit
But when I saw you, I knew
We'd go together
Like a wink and a smile.
Leave your old Jalopy
By the railroad track
We'll get a hip double dip
Tip-toppy two-seat Pontiac
So you can rev her up
Don't go slow
It's only green lights and all rights
Let's go together
With a wink and a smile
Give me a wink and a smile
We go together like a wink and a smile
Now my heart is music
Such a simple song
Sing it again, the notes never end
This is where I belong
Just the sound of your voice
The light in your eyes
We're so far away from yesterday
Together with a wink and a smile
We go together like a wink and a smile.

when a good dream comes along, u wish u could stay in it forever.

the tingling sensation at the tip of your fingers as the dream lingers after u wake from a good dream, lasts for only a short while. u try to slip back in, only to find a void the dream left behind.

janet at 6:43 PM

was deciding if i should watch the virgin suicides, but i found dodgeball in the movies folder of my desktop. =)

anyway, if anybody actually stayed till the end of the credits, u will see ben stiller in a really fat fat-suit bouncing his boobs away to the song milkshake. it really wasn't funny for me, cuz i've watched a video at some lousy link someone sent me, that showed this really very fat woman with boobs larger than watermelons, bouncing her freaking breasts with her hands to the beat of the song. i swear it's a horrible thing to see. sheesh. and everytime i hear milkshake, i get the shudders and the disgusting woman will appear in my mind. i can't believe ben stiller actually copied that lousy idea. but again, i think no one stayed till the end of credits anyway. for those who r gonna watch that show, dun leave the theatre so soon alright? u might juz enjoy it.

and u must be wondering y i let all those 10 mins worth of credits roll. ok, i cheated. i fast fwded. my lil sis told me about it. she woke up while i was in the middle of the movie and watched the rest of it with me. and she told me that a fat man will dance later. indeed. my sis was like "v nice to watch hor?" while ben stiller did that boobies dance thingy. sigh, kids.

i doubt she'll be able to wake up later. she's in the morning session. oh, she's pri 2 btw. how cute right.

it juz takes a movie to screw the body clock.

janet at 4:40 AM

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

i heard that there's gonna be volleyball trainings and trial soon. i can't wait to play. but i've got a situation. my fitness level isn't there anymore. not like i used to be damn fit lar. juz that i haven't been exercising for some time now. the first road relay training was juz a run around NUS and i had to stop a couple of times, and i'm not proud of that. i can't run fast, and i need to build up my stamina, if i have any in the first place.

i'm not that fast in my reactions now (tried, tested and proven). guess it's partly the 2kg that i've gained over the year. and maybe cuz i'm almost another year older. or it could be other reasons that i can't think of right now. whatever it is, this is making me feel damn sian. i think i'm gonna be really sad when i grow old. it's sort of like a helpless feeling. and i don't like it. why am i not fast enough? why why why!!!

mum's birthday coming. gonna get her a nice pair of sunglasses so she'll look cool driving her mini school van =) did i mention that my father's paying? hahaha =P sorry lar, my dad wants me to get like gucci or whatever branded shades for my mum, and i really don't have that kind of money. im glad my father knows my problem of saving disability. in fact, most of the presents i bought for my mum were paid for by my father. i think he loves her =) ok, i think the only presents i got for my mum with my own money are 1. this really pretty white gold necklace that cost me 100 odd (part of my salary as a waitress) and 2. another necklace i can't remember where i got it from. i'll make it up to her when i have a job next time. promise.

feeling family-sick.

janet at 2:20 AM

Sunday, October 03, 2004

i read this "footnote" that says "Each sneeze expels a ghost; each yawn draws one back in." at http://onemillionfootnotes.blogspot.com/ and set it as my msn nick.

then joey msged me:
"each fart releases tiny particles of shit so dun wear white underwear dudes..you'll make a brown stain..haha"

anyway, that onemillionfootnotes blog is really nice. go read it when u're free. the concept is very good.

janet at 9:43 PM


me with stems of roses at The Oriental, 2003.  Posted by Hello

janet at 5:17 PM

sis: r u clever?

me: no

sis: r u CLEVER???

me: no

sis: say yes!!

me: yes

sis: what is 1+1?

me: 2

sis: what is 2+2?

me: 4

sis: what is 4 + 4?

me: 8

sis: what is 8+8? *pressing the calculator at the same time*

me: 16 (i'm getting irritated at this point)

sis: what is 16 + 16?

me: 32

sis: what is 32 + 32?

me: 64

sis: what was the first question i asked u?

me: am i clever?

sis: chey not fun one. korkor said 1+1 juz now.



janet at 4:58 PM


my younger bro when he was still cute. i love his sweater =) Posted by Hello

janet at 2:45 AM


that's me in a tube top and nice mice shoes =)  Posted by Hello

janet at 2:44 AM

Saturday, October 02, 2004

woohoo. mid-terms over =)

was caught looking at adi's paper. i didn't know i was being watched. adi realized, and flipped his notes to some other page, cuz he wrote a freaking big clue as to how to do a 21 mark question that i was stuck at for more than half an hour. if the tutor had seen that, we would've have been screwed. anyway, nothing much. she came over and tapped our heads with her paper. i gave her a what-are-u-doing-im-concentrating-here look. but ya, i'm really glad she didn't report us to the co-ordinator. eventually i knew how to do the question, thanks to adi for discretely showing me how to do it. BUT because of a stupid careless mistake at the very first part, my answers were all wrong. i was supposed to multiply, but i went to divide the goddamn thing. hah... i really don't know what to say about myself.

i've gotta work harder.

anyway, i went for a general biology open lab yesterday with serm and hh to observe fruit flies as part of an assignment. it was an eye-opener. FLIES ARE DISGUSTING UP CLOSE. as in when they are really magnified under the microscope. they made my hair stand. it's really like, EUW. at first i didn't even wanna be close to the microscope eyepiece cuz it felt like the flies were very near my eyes. after a while, i juz got used to it. oh, they were all anesthetized, and were taking "fly naps" lol. some could move a little. and i saw one that i assumed to have shit stuck to its asshole. and hh killed a fruit fly. he was trying to get the fruit flies out of this tiny container onto the tile, but he accidentally crushed the poor thing and it kinda bled. and it looked totally gory under the microscope. =) fun. i didn't know those things bleed. anyway, he said it was a life changing experience for him. i guess it must be. since he doesn't kill anything. i still remember begging him to kill this stupid bug for me and he didn't even budge from his lousy chair. =/

happy saturday peeps.

janet at 5:51 PM

i saw serm in his sexy shorts and saw a wet patch near u-know-where on his singlet about 5 minutes ago. *blushes*

gonna have 2 mid-terms paper in less than 6 hours time. will have less than 4 hours sleep, and i'm still here blogging. i guess i juz hafta talk.

there're so many formalae (plural for formula?) to memorize, and one of the papers is not open book =( i hope it's easy. i can remember some formulae, but sometimes i juz don't know how to apply. pray i don't blank out tmr and forget everything. not that i remember a lot of stuff anyway.

sigh.

nites.

janet at 3:37 AM

Friday, October 01, 2004

=(

i can't wait for saturday to pass.

feeling stressed. but who isn't.

i remember feeling low
i remember losing hope
i remember all the feelings
and the day they stopped

janet at 9:25 AM

i can't concentrate and i don't know why.

brrr....

janet at 1:28 AM