Monday, August 29, 2005

i'm sunburnt. about 10 random people (plus minus 2) commented that i'm damn black. i didn't dare to go to school. but i went anyway. and i'm glad i went for my Organizational Effectiveness class cuz there was a surprise quiz that's worth 10% and i'm prolly gonna get 1 mark.

why am i sunburnt? cuz i played hockey, touch rugby and swam over the weekend for inter-block games. why did i play those games? cuz there weren't enough players and swimmers and i can't bear to see my block losing by walking over. what the fuck right. i won't deny that i'm disappointed with the support and my block mates, and i show it. you might ask me why don't i just heck the block and do what's important like be home with my family and rest for the weekend, or catching up on school work? i just can't bring myself to heck IBG. think of the blockmates who also sacrificed their time and family and maybe school work. but i just can't help feeling disappointed. if you know what i mean. if you don't, just keep your comments to yourself cuz i'll just get more upset.

really glad that IBG is ending this week. and i won't be playing any more games cuz there's only badminton and cheerleading left. i believe that my block girls are currently the last on the charts. we always say that IBG is just for the exposure and fun, but i also strongly believe that we cannot get last (we won't get first, and i'm not being pessimistic). but judging from the kind of little support given always by the usual people and (some lousy) captains we have, we just have to accept that position.

it feels like the weekend, cuz i've had a long week. but no, it's only a monday.

oh bother... =(

janet at 11:34 PM