Friday, May 13, 2005

it's been almost a week since i'm back home. bored as hell. went out everyday and money's flowing away. even when i go out and not buy anything (so far that's not happening -not buying anything-), tapping of the ezlink card debits money like crazy! transport is expensive. even public transport. i just topped up $20 in my ezlink last friday and the balance now is about $5.

so i've been to the ulu-est places in singapore this week.
1. causeway point
2. tiong bahru plaza
i've never visited these 2 places before. didn't explore them much since all the shops are the same everywhere.

basically, i didn't do anything constructive this week. i applied for an intern today, since there's an opening. still holding on to that little bit of hope that i'll be called up for an interview. flipped through recruit but nothing there interests me. i'm pretty fussy when it comes to work. a part of me doesn't want to work. so unless the pay, location and duration are absolutely desirable, i won't consider the jobs advertised in recruit. i need to change my attitude. but the reason i'm still hoping to get an internship is that it'll look good in my resume. and i really want a marketing-related job.

i'm supposed to call up gateway to check the type of ram my pc is using. but i keep procrastinating. it will only take 5 minutes and i've been delaying that for 4 days. i'm calling gateway tomorrow. i have to. my home pc is dying.

my dad is asking me to learn driving. i'm looking for the best deal private instructor. cindy's and yuxin's instructor charges $33/lesson. anyone knows of instructors charging lower than that? the longer i delay calling up an instructor, the more time this will eat into term time.

i'm getting frustrated with myself for procrastinating.

just a thought:
what would you do if you bump into someone you really want to bump into but you know that when you do bump into that someone, you have nothing to say to that someone? would you say hi and risk having an awkward moment, or pretend to not see that someone at all and walk on?

janet at 1:57 AM