Thursday, April 21, 2005

i'm feeling really very sian. ultimately sian. the books and notes are all over my table. but i just don't feel like revising. i'm supposed to feel guilty for wasting so much time today, i think i'm just feeling that a little. i need a direction. some motivation. 4 exams. revised for 2 of the papers, and the 2 modules are still untouched. i keep thinking that i'll be able to finish revision in one week, but judging from my performance, i doubt it. and i don't really feel like doing anything about that.

CAP, please do not drop below merit. i won't be able to take it.

i must say that i've worked pretty hard the past 3 sems to prepare for the exams. religiously going to the library at 10am in the morning and study all the way till dinner time. and sometimes, i'd even go back to the library or somewhere in biz to continue mugging till late at night. but the results just don't reflect my effort. that stinks. maybe that's why i'm not motivated to study. disappointed. with myself.

sian sian sian. if only i can get back my study form i had during A levels.

shall stop wasting time. going to bed. may i have dreams to inspire me a little.

janet at 2:21 AM