Thursday, November 18, 2004

i'm not feeling nervous. it's weird. gonna have my first paper in 9 hours time. biz comm is a module that i can read the notes 10 times and i can still screw the paper up. (i read the notes twice) but, why am i not feeling nervous? i'm not even excited. maybe cuz it's an open-book paper. maybe cuz i'm complacent that i scored quite for my letter writing even though my letter was flawed? maybe cuz i think my group report is damn good? maybe cuz I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M HAVING MY FIRST PAPER SO SOON?

really, the stress-effect isn't quite there.

but, same thing. i am always unable to fall asleep the night before my first paper. and i won't have a good night sleep. i'll juz keep waking up. argh.

my eyes are tired. my mind's wandering.

biz comm. my only hope for an A this sem. but... i shouldn't set any targets. cuz it's upsetting when u dun get what u aim for.

so, good night.

it will be a good day tmr. c'mon. make it a good day.

janet at 1:02 AM