Sunday, November 14, 2004

i was reading the first month of my blog archive. there's this entry about this particular HSS regular. yea, the HSS regular is back. but she's already sick of going to the library everyday when she wakes up. she hates the routine of waking up, knowing there's a long day ahead, and still wake up anyway cuz exams are really near. and so she has to sit in the freezing lib for at least 5 hours b4 heading back to hall to eat crap dinner. sometimes she rests for 1 or 2 hours before heading back to the lib, or to the uncomfortable study benches in bizad and mug for another 3 hours at least. then she goes back to that tiny orange-furnitured room to seek the solace that is hardly there at all.

and this cycle repeats.

it's almost unbearable.

fucking depressed sometimes.

i'm glad i'm home. the only right place i should be now.

janet at 2:47 AM