Monday, October 18, 2004

i juz feel like blogging but i have nothing that's worth anything to blog about.

actually, there're a million things that i can write. but not here. cuz then pple will have access to my thoughts and past that i don't want pple to know.

if anyone ever feels that i'm not opening myself up to talk about my problems, that's prolly becuz i don't want u be a burden. and also, i'm afraid that i won't appear strong anymore. or maybe, i don't trust u enough becuz there's always this risk that u'll judge me and go tell somebody about what i told u. it's also likely that i want to wallow in self pity and feel sorry for myself. or maybe, i don't have any problems at all. =)

i'm sure everyone has a part of them that they wish to keep personal and close to their hearts, like i do.

and there're also some things u wish u could let out so that u can feel better but u can't. as much as u want to say it so that someone can understand u, u can't.

janet at 2:31 AM