Tuesday, April 13, 2004

armed with g-tec grenades, shaker flash bang, steadlar machine guns...

just had my first paper... singapore society. all i hafta say is it was pretty easy. i left 20 min early, so that i could catch the bus back to hall w/o having to squeeze with everybody else. i wrote as much as i could, but there're still some stuffs which i left out. but i was feeling very good when i left the exam hall =) so this is sign that the rest of my papers r gonna be great too! 1 down, 4 to go!

anyway, was telling keywin over dinner that i cannot accept that my siblings r growing up and they aren't the kiddy kinda siblings anymore. u know that we'll always be the kids in our parents' eyes? in the same way, i'll always think that my bro and sis r the kiddy kiddy didi and meimei. it's quite odd huh... i know they'll grow up la... like i grew up... but i guess i'm juz not used to the idea that they will grow up. it's quite worrying that there's a slight chance they might go astray? cuz i've been thru the growing up stage too, and i wasn't the guai guai kinda daddy's girl. but now i'm good, as in... good. but i've got friends who didn't become -good-, and there's this fear that ah ju and ah qing will grow up to be like uncivilised babarians with all the wrong values and stuffs lydat. there's this tendency lor, if it's hereditary, i know it. keywin says i should have confidence in em, *shrug*. time will tell.

today's gerald's bday... dun think he knows about my blog... but i wish him a happy birthday anyway =) kinda sad can't go out for dinner with them cuz i haf my marketing paper tmr.

janet at 7:54 PM