Friday, May 27, 2005

there are a lot of "what if"s in this world.

what if i hadn't scheduled my driving lesson for today?
- then i could've gone down to ubi for some data entry work training
- and maybe i'll get a freaking job

what if i had checked my hp after i came back from driving today?
- then i would've known that the battery was going flat and i could've charged it

what if i had charge the battery?
- then the hp wouldn've have turned off by itself and i would've heard the it ring when the office called me up
- and maybe i'll get a freaking job!

i did went for my driving lesson. but i didn't check my hp after i came home and i didn't charge the battery and i didn't know i missed 2 calls from the office i called up this morning for a data entry work at freaking ubi which is damn near my place. this is so fucked up! the realization came only after dinner. i hope the staff there work on saturdays. it'll be great if i can get this job cuz it's really near my place although it's a freaking brainless job with a low pay cuz a pay will do me good. and i can also get away from the bus auntie job my mum is trying to get me to do for her.

i totally hate this fucked up feeling.

sorry if you've read this far. should've warned you that this is a major post of rants.

stupid IE had to hang on me when i typed a whole lot of shit at my first attempt for this entry.

what if i get the job?
- THEN I GET THE JOB!!! woohoooo.

argh fuck what ifs.

janet at 9:44 PM