Wednesday, December 08, 2004

i still can't set properly. everytime i set a lousy ball, that is either too high, or too low, or not in position, or it goes over the net, my morale goes down. everytime i set a lousy ball, my team mate can't spike or send it over properly. y can't i improve? y am i so inconsistent? argh. i hate trainings that leave me bitter over my own skills. ya right jan, what skills? i think i know what's my problem. maybe there's still space for improvement. we'll c. anyway, having a friendly with NTU Hall 3 this sat. it'll be a gd experience and a perfect chance to build up our team spirit. it better not rain.

u know kindergartens have a smell? it's not the smell of children. it's juz, the smell of the classrooms. it's the same smell in every kindergarten. i'm generalizing here since i've not been to ALL the kindergartens. anyway, i walked past the kindergarten below my flat today, and i could smell that smell and it reminds me of my old kindergarten. and how could i possibly remember the smell right? i don't know. i juz think it smells like my old kindergarten. and the kindergarten that my sis and bro went? it has the same smell too. it's not smelly. it's juz a kindergarten smell. maybe it's a mixture of the smell of children, crayons, colour pencils, storybooks, short tables and chairs, urine, and whatever's inside. interesting.

janet at 11:28 PM